like leaves falling

Au revoir, un chien
you were the best

she looks across the man-made pond
it isn't long since you've been gone
her nose grows red and tears held back
not angry but she's sad

you saved us all a little bit,
i remember when you bounded in
the 18th of may, your white fur grey
you were a form of relief
our family was complete

the lampshade on your head, was sweet
you so pitiful, you lay with me
i so lonely, and seventeen
we spent time waiting to sleep and dream

she loved you so much more than,
you could have known, she can
she barks louder and harder than bites
she loves more than fights
Au revoir, un chien
you were the best

she looks across the man-made pond
it isn't long since you've been gone
her nose grows red and tears held back
not angry but she's sad

you saved us all without doubt,
i remember when you headed out
the last day of this september
we lost our favorite family member

the light is changing

the air is cooler, it's like a filter outside
i have spent some time
thinking about things

sitting at this desk writing haikus
september has been mine
sort of, it brings

(new light, to new things)
I know what i want and i know what i need
sometimes, it gets hampered by greed
but not the evil kind, just some desire
how to not dig holes, like times prior

so there you have it,
it is all on the table
we're both here, willing and able...

i am getting high off markers

if you read this

than consider us even.

i'm smitten.

resist the urge

to google stalk
its not going to solve, any of your woes
its not going to get you, off of your toes

defunct social networks
and post from years prior
do think too much the interwebs, a liar

get through this last hour of werk,
ride home, boss mans a jerk (today)
only 55 minutes left at this desk
hold on, it's almost the weekend, yet

don't let your mind race like a greyhound
don't give in, and look on the book
stumble instead, take a broader look

eat some candy, drink a diet pepsi
change your pandora radio station
try not to think of your sexy half-asian

*spoken in a whisper*
(at least in that, paranoid irrational sense, that's never sexy)

yeah, yeah, it's finally friday,
yeah, yeah, it's finally friday
yeah, yeah, tomorrow is saturday
yeah, yeah, yeah....

you...

what are quiet eyes? mine scream
where the sky meets the sea
i am still awake, this dream
you sit here with me
with you, i forgot
the ghosts and empty corners
with you, i am not
a lonely mourner

oh blast

so i had to go an think to much about it and now you probably think i am retarded. i don't know what the heck is wrong with me. i am sorry. i fuck everything up. i dunno why. i hope my note works magic, and if that doesn't then pizza cause as james said, pizza is like flowers for boys

fuck you, karyn's on green street

i said it. fuck you! i hope you go out of business you bastards


vegans are pussies anyways.

on another note:

I AM STILL COMPLETELY SMITTEN

so here is another mushy poem!

how can i trick you? (into keeping me)
i'll buy you candy,
i'll send you notes,
i'll write you stories,
bout penguins and billy goats
i'll learn to sing better
i'll bike ride with fever
i'll make you cupcakes
like leave it to beaver

ok, i'm done now.

i got a flat

you said you'd hold my hand to pick up my paycheck,
but i got that flat, so we took a raincheck
and we got a sandwich, the sky turned pink
i'm worried i've fallen harder than we think...

this is how it should feel!

you walked in that room,
uplifted my gloom,
walked me home through hulahoopers
saved me from the paratroupers
did every activity short of ferris wheel riding
i'm walking on air, in fact i'm gliding
i'll feed you tacos, and snacks
i'll iron your shirts and slacks
i'll leave you trinkets for your transit
i'm walking on air, i'm dancin'
so happy i have found you

lets spend the rest of my twenties

smitten like kittens,

for sho

it's not the fall that hurts...

i only move slow when i'm running in the sun
i fear i have already sabotaged what we've just begun

like a bull in a china shop
i don't know how to stop
i just can't turn it off
i want to give it all
paint for you a wall
it's just the way i fall

september!

holy cow how did that happen?

august was awesome! I saw alex, met the australian, had adventures, met a boy, actually stood up for myself...

now this month! i hope to make the most out of every day! Its a swoon for september! i'm gonna stick to my guns! i hope it's spectakular...(and i'm smitten!) we'll see...