irationality

apologizing for sins i didn't commit

lets get outta town

and go to utah
mormons
what else, is in utah?
old friends
and no ocean
but by a salt lake
it will feel good to fly
west for the weekend
and see my
good friend
and get out of the city
before winter shuts us in

is it so dumb to look for

your undying love for me on the internet...

yea, probably.



still, wish i had some indication...

life isn't perfect

but i am in love
and i have been for a year
and it is hard as hell
to remember who i've been
and who i still am
and that i'm still
the same person
despite all these changes
and stupid things that have happened
and all the wonderful things too

i've tried,
i've wondered
flourished and
blundered

the skyline was at my back
and the road stretched yellow and gold
and this day was grand
my lover, he passed me
and he saw through. but that's ok
he was scanning for hazards in the bike lane

jumping off the roof

whats the point
people just keep hurting each other
and then we hurt ourselves
we buy into this crap
and put it in our homes
i don't see the point
of sitting
forty more years inside
for what

well

no one has the power
to take good things away

my mind does what it can
to protect me

i might not be the first one

you let call you after a bear
and that kinda hurts i think
and i don't know how to tell you
without being a crazy person