soo, maybe i like it hot, too

ug. so confused.
i know what i want, and it's you.
but if you see me too much, you think
its an entire carton of ice cream
shoved in your face

so then i feel dumb.
cause i want some.
then i feel dumb
cause i want some.

i like, frozen treats,
i run in anticipation
of things i could eat...

meh/

i gave up some of my friends for you

and maybe it was for the best
some of them
had selfish intentions

but when you cannot see
or understand the loneliness
remember, i gave up friends

i make myself very happy much of the time
don't you doubt that
two steps forward, one back

summer solstice

warm enough
warm me up

you think i radiate
i do

elemental

yup

we're all looking at a different picture

through this new frame of mind...


it only rains enough
to make things humid and dense
the air slightly suffocates,
potholes forming tiny lakes

i don't want to sleep alone
so i stare at the ceiling
only read it once a day
oh, the things i could say

holy crap

this day job is killing me
killing me
burning holes into my brain though
this over-sized monitor.

seriously, want to go outside.

my corner of the internet

you want erotic?

remember that time you fucked me in the kitchen
and you didn't ask
because you didn't have to

trying very hard

not to lose my cool
but its hot out
artificial light is depleting my energy