i thought i had found the one that got away

and then i found you
and i worry
usually i've taken flight by now
i never stay and fight
and there is a past
i have mine
you have yours

but i found you.

my anxieties are mine
this is new
too sentimental
i know, i know
its hard
but its worth it
and i'd wait for you
change for me, grow for you

you don't go for waitresses,
well i'm in grad school now

I hope i'm the only moon in your orbit

i do love you

but why do i feel like i am trying too hard
every week i promise, i won't do things
and then i do
every day, i say i'll wait
then i make the first move

you say you're not sentimental

but i see the things you keep
i watch you as you sleep
i have never not been someones muse
but i don't think i move you

its a postal service song or something

write you letters,
letters every day
love notes, haikus and sonnets
have enough to say
spent much time, waiting for you
wishing and hoping too
so long, dreaming you up
i want to be the girl to end all girls
want you to see me
i don't think you'd miss me if i left
i don't think you notice,
i'm sitting here and your sitting there
i've changed my size and changed my hair
he said you've won the lottery with me
i know you don't even think of me that way

melancholic

try too hard
for everyone else
when you looked back
forgot yourself

never wanted anything
but to give you
everything

whoa, nikki

breath it in, take it in
you only live once
you only live again
as someone else or a cat
and i only can be
what i do to me
and i accept responsibility...

nothing is ever easy, is it

my mind moves to fast.
think to much
want to much
fuuuuuuuuuuck.