bah! i am really good at putting my foot in my mouth...
last night i went to meet some friends for a drink but i didn't realize that they weren't showing up. this table of dudes invites me to sit while i wait and i end up having the most fabulous evening with accidental friends. that is why i love chicago. this eclectic group of people who in any other city would not be such good amigos...love it!
i feel restless again. i'm not myself these days. everything just moves around me and i watch what goes on... i can't tell the difference between protecting myself and ruining things that have potential to be amazing and different than anything i am used to. i want to say i've changed but i just keep reacting the same way.
sentimental and nostolgic, cheesy ass crap i should stop writing because no one really reads this...i need the universe to throw me another bone... i think she is mad cause i stopped writing letters to her.
and you, if you're reading this, i'm sorry for my silly little cell phone and i think i'd want to try again...i'll leave it at home.
i need a camera cause i'm seeing the most amazing things everyday and this whole blog thing would be a whole lot better with some images.
I'm not sure I count, but I read this.
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